Shocked in a moment.....

I always say when people asked me what do i feel upon seeing my ex after the break? and my answer was "nothing!!"....
but this time forward, i think i break the rule..my own rule...hihihi.... when precious and i when to the front to have the communion during the mass, my friend told me that (my ex) was there... when i look around..schocks!!! damn! don't know why i couldn't look at him.. we just laugh thou.. (precious and i).....
i really don't know why im nervous..but i know for sure, i don't have that feeling anymore..... for sure.......

past is past..and i believed in that..it is a past that makes me or mold me right now (engaging into new relationship)..... and only one thing is for sure and real.. i love the man who were with me right now....:)

A SUCCESSFUL DEFENSE ;)

The agony has ended, though, i still have to finish everything. i never thought i can made it. thinking the night before the day, i almost want to give up. crying like somebody is hurting me, the feeling of being hurt, questioning the above, why i need to do lot of revisions, knowing it was the night before my oral defense.

   i am sick on a, feb. 10, 2012,  friday morning, at 3,30 am, woke up so early to start the revision of the last part of my thesis, and the fact that i can pass the revise one at 10:00 in the morning. Not having breakfast yet, NO ink for the printer, and that's a big problem, until wofy arrived at home, Thanks for being there, he is the one doing the errands. he is the one who make my prayer, the printing and even the one who let my papers to be photocopied. until its 11:00 am and i passed the papers to the secretary.

   having lunch with wofy, going home, until its about 1:30 in the afternoon. Papa gave me a pray over, asking guidance from the Lord that i will be having a successful oral defense. after which, me and wofy went to the area waiting for 2pm. i can't resist my self from going back and forth to the comfort room, drinking water again and again.

the time has arrived,,it was around 3pm when my oral defense started. at first glance, i am very nervous, but when i start to speak, everything went out. then it goes, the panelists asked questions, and so am i, answering. my mama and my aunt was there listening to me.. then  until it was 5pm and i was asked for a break. i was being congratulated by mama and auntie, as well as papa who was at the phone at that time.

   i was called by the secretary to be back on the area, then, it was the announcement of my standing during the defense. i didn't heard everything clearly, all i heard was 2.1, 2.12, and 2.17 that's it,,then the most thrilling part of the announcement was, i will graduate with the honor of MAGNA CUM LAUDE..and everyone is applauding, everybody was congratulating me and even mama. Papa was there, then we had our pictorials, with my adviser, panelists, the chairman, mama, papa, auntie Chona, and wofy...

that was an exhilarating moment of my life, until now i can't imagine i passed the obstacles, knowing i am tested by the circumstances, being sick, doing the revision on an eleven hour, and i did it with a passing grade and an honor.

i am thankful for my thesis adviser, ms. Trabajo who helped me though it, my statistician, mrs. Libot and most of all i am so thankful to my mama Cel, papa Bogs, wofy Emil, my brothers, my aunite Chona, who were there to support me all throughout, and for understanding. 

 THANK YOU :)

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its normal for a relationship to have a misunderstanding.. its part and parcel in every relationship, whether for a friend, family or even lets just say boyfriend/girlfriend thing.
but one thing i will ask?? is threatening or being threatened a part of it??? like 'i will turn off my phone if i read this kind of messages again?".. or "ok fine, then do it!! let's see if im still here for you".. something like that....
hu that's what i hate being into a relationship for some reason... but hey!! its not bad to fall in love sometime..its just that,,we must go to the flow of life...

left alone

life is beautiful they say if the people around you are there for you whenever you are need.. But also life is so unfair that it's the opposite that happened.

everyday is a new, a new life, and new challenges comes our way. we met new people, or we talked with the people we knew. it's nice to be with this people especially that they are your family, friends (barkada),co-worker, and even your special someone.. as what i have said, sometimes, it turned not on the right way..not all the time everything is seems fine, okey. sometimes, this thing not gonna work for us. and that by that time, we need those people whom we used to share and talked to..but what is worse, they left you all alone and hanging..

when you experienced the time that you need them the most, nobody was there. all you do is cry, cannot shout for no one is gonna listen and no one seems to understand the feeling you are feeling. and all you think was, you were left alone.

proud to be a part....

on the 26th day of August is the day of the person that is so special to me. He turned 25 and I am proud that on his special day i am with that person but despite the distance we are in, still we find ways to see each other.
  27th day of August, he arrived to Bohol safely. I am so excited at that point of time when i saw him. hehe.. we planned on going to his house in one of the town in Bohol.. ;) excited to meet his family out there.. and finally i met them..with his siblings...

 on the 28th day, in the visayan term 'namutong"...

aside from that, we headed back to the city..
on the 29th day of August, we went together at Cebu specifically to Simala...it was our first going out together..

we took the pictures individually..no photographer on duty,hahaha

was a hot day, still its part of the sacrifice...










after the long hot day, we finally headed back home to Bohol... it was tiring but it is so special...
so happy our itinerary was accomplished as part of the post birthday celebration of my special one...

again, we are planning another itinerary this coming sem break,hehehe.... when he got back soon....

One night show

As part of the fiesta celebration of the town of Balilihan Bohol, BOHOL ISLAND STATE UNIVERSITY -BALILIHAN CAMPUS was given a one night show last July 7,2011 entitled.....BISU NIGHT 2011..Its SHOWTIME!

This was taken during our practice as hosts.These are the girls who will be the hosts for the night show..ate Ecel, a student, Mary Glynn, and me.Ruel Sinon was not included for he was on his way home to prepare.hehe

 Tired of doing the rehearsal...

The people behind the lights committee led by my co instructor the electrician himself Noel Bersaluna and his students who were helping..

after the long hours of preparation.The show was started with a laughing and giggling presentation showing the faces of the different instructors of BISU Balilihan Campus..

me saying my part as one of the host...

here at the audience to ask for their comments to one of our presentors..

let me show you the different presenters in their own and unique concept..

taking a photo with the winning group.. the JAPAYUKI BOYS..

...having a pic with them.....

the show will not be successful with this people who also has a big part of the show..the sound system committee led my Mr. Ernesto Alijay... =)

after the show,,there is nothing else to do..just taking pictures..hehehe

  ate Ecel... =)

  




just having a pose.. =)

 the two hosts...hehehe.. ate Ecel and me...

  pacute and wacky pose????

a stolen shot..they are very busy keeping the sound system paraphernalia's.hahha

and lastly the show will not be as lively by not thanking our judges..so here taking a picture from the judges with myself and my floor director of the show,oopps!! i mean my co-instructor Ms. Donna Fullido... from the left is Ms. Daisy Ann Pahang, me, Ms. Ian-Jhel Tare, Donna, and Ms. Daisy Jean Quilicot...

it was indeed a lively BISU NIGHT from the Balilihan Campus..despite the discrepancies and lapses as the coordinator of the show..still i am thankful to all my committees not only them but to all instructors who also worked hard to make the show possible.. Keeping to uplift and develop the innate talents of our dear students.And also to the Bisunians who were also there to support.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! =)

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